Hello. My name is Chris. And I am reaching out because I need some sort of a support group. I had 4 levels of fusion with instrumentation 3.5 years ago. It fixed my sciatic pain, but gave me new pain in my lower back. It feels like I fell really hard on my tailbone, and every day I feel like I am going to break in half. I have recently moved and I have not been able to get into a pain management clinic as of yet. I have been off all pain meds for about three months now, and I feel like I am loosing my mind. I am never in a good mood, or very friendly to others as I am always focused on keeping the pain at bay in my head. I have had a SCS implant. It works for residual leg pain, but does nothing for this new pain I am having since my surgery. Can anyone chime in with suggestions as to what I should do to cope with this. I thank you all in advance.