I understand I doing everything I can. I going for a yet another opinion on the situation from a neurosurgeon this time. However I am not confident in doctors in general and had seek medical care over a hour away when nobody locally would address the problem. So seeing a local neurosurgeon is nerve racking. The usually lose weight, physical therapy, and epidural shots is what I am expecting as nobody has time to fully investigate or rarely the understanding of how medically complex I am. That leaves the actual surgery on August 9th, which I have concerns. I told them to my wife and she didn't seem to understand how much it scares the holy crow out me. My last spine surgery I had issue with my heart and I was placed on continuous heart monitoring during my stay. For the last two months I had been having heart pains and I don't know if my body can handle another surgery. The other concern is that they have missed something and this surgery isn't help and could only make things worse. There is also the medical bill that will come and I have no idea how I would pay for that. I am in so much pain and I am so nervous.