Happy 20th anniversary to me!
Its been 20 years this week! I cant believe it...20 years it finallly happened 20 years have passed like an errant breeze.
It hasn't been a rewarding relationship..in fact i want a divorce.yesterday..now?
Till death do us part you cast iron ...........
I never should have gotten together in the first place but fate made us partners..and ive hated you every hour of every day. At first i cursed you daily and wished you had never come into my life..I wish i had never met you and have hated you like no other hate..it is a burning rage that no person should have to nurse.
Should not have to abide because of a need to feed off the negative energy. It keeps me warm at nite, helps me walk when i shouldn't and go on beyond my limits
Because hate burns and it is a power like no other. I look in the mirror and see the bent twisted creature that shouldnt have been borne but did and is now also 20..years...old
No meds can cure the fire inside
I bear the scars that cant be seen...because people only look at the outer..not the inner person
Happy anniversary to my pain!
20 years ago today.
blow out the candles and cut the cake written December whatever 1999 into little pieces and eat them one by one