To be emotionally, intellectually and spiritualy honest.
First..when you lie to yourself, it can set off a trickle or an avalanche of emotions that contradict each other
If your fighting spirit is lacking,you may choose to make uo excuses for that behavior..a..crutch of sorts to balance out an imbalanced outlook
Same with your emotions...lying to yourself is intellectially dishonest..but the next little rock starts tumbling making it easier for the next movement
You may start to believe the lies your telling yourself..emotions are powerful..chemical and primal..but..it needs a prime mover
The intellect moves some
The emotions others
But the fighting spirit needs prompts
You can build it, or knock it down by your actions.
Choice is yours...choose to fight? Or give up and the rest will follow in imbalance or straightening up and moving forward
living while your hurting isnt easy, so why burden yourself with more baggage.
Your right here
Right now..and it is what it is. If your hurt, quit trying to be someone you are no longer able to see in the mirror clearly
If your suffering, yes..then you are, but it doesnt have to be anything other than physical. Yes, its mental and emotional fatigue..separate the components and see what is
Your tired of pain, tired of being in pain..what is it? Your tired where? Mind? Thats emotional and fighting spirit
Body? Thats a given
Fighting spirit...learn to fight. If you dont know,ask,question...seek
It takes courage to face the real naked you.
But with exposure to the fight and the practice that comes with fighting you find you can get stronger if you Want to try.
Happy New Decade Spiney