the WAITING for surgery is the worst part!! 2 more days! (By the way, I'm having a laminectomy/disectomy for those of you who haven't "met" me before!)
My nerves are bad, I feel shakey and pre-occupied all the time, and kinda nauseous. Work is slow right now so I can't even distract myself with that enough. I want to get it done and over with and get on with the healing and my life!
I also keep having thoughts like, "what if it doesn't help and I'm no better off" I don't know if I could handle the disappointment! I get those negative thoughts, and right away I tell myself to stop, think positive! It WILL help and I'll get some relief!
Argh! I'm really glad I have a forum like this where people understand what I'm going through! It helps!