I am in a circle... smiles come to my face but then voila, gone. I went to my physiatrist today she understand that the headaches don't have to do with the fusion.
I don't know if I will be out of this. I am tired. In the path of my life I had different situations which I was finally being able to deal with.
When my disc herniated, I learned a lot about alternative medicine, I read a lot... now my concentration is so poor...
Well I just can't continue writing... just want out.
Wish I could be happy with my family, my friends, I feel useless I want to be useful... antidepressive have make it worst.
Just this today,
So many things in my head that I don't get to transport to here.