Just having a rant about my day...
Some of you may have seen posts earlier in the year, but as a recap, had revision microdiscectomy November. Things didn't go to plan, have weakness in leg and foot drop. I was engaged at the time and after 7 ish weeks, my fiancée decided to leave (family pressuring him to go, but he also wanted out due to my back problems).
Today 3 months later, I saw him for the first time and it was truely awful! In fact the whole day has been rubbish. Had such bad pain in foot from walking and struggled to lift foot up. Desperate to sit down but stuck 20 min walk from home in the pouring rain. In pain, soaking wet, I was nearly home and saw him. Awkward chat, he did not ask one thing about me or how I'm getting on. When he left, I couldn't walk well at all and stuck on crutches. I'm fact, he dared to say everything was my fault...how can some people change so much and lack so much insight?
Trying desperately to stay positive, but I'm devastated by the break up and in pain everyday with little improvement in foot and some days just want someone at home to give me a hug. Willing this bad day to be over and this horrible period in my life to start improving.